I have been calm of late

I have been calm of late. My anxiety is the lowest it's been in years And when it does flare up  CBT can quickly check it. I still wish to die in my sleep every night but I don't wake up defeated. I'm disappointed with my weight but I'm committed to eating well It's not a failure or a setback. It just is and I'll bring it down. I've done it in the past I can do it again. My creativity has been focused on  one more revision. I'm not procrastinating I'm improving. I can feel creative momentum  I'm confident I can grab hold. I'm ready.