About

Hello, welcome to my blog. I live with Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety and Suicide ideation. Writing is a way for me to express some of the thoughts that often paralyze my mind. It separates the "voice" from myself and relieves some of the tension. Not all my words are fed by depression. Some celebrate the good days when I can see the world in a more positive light.  If you want, you can use the labels to filter which entries you see.

I realize that for those who have never suffered from mental illness, these words may seem frustratingly self-indulgent and weak. All I can say is I am offering an honest glimpse into the depressed mind. If you choose to dismiss it as frivolous, that is your choice.


Trigger warning

Those who do suffer from mental illness may find some of the words resonate too closely. I apologize if they act as a trigger for your own dark thoughts. That is not my intention.

To be honest I am not really sure why I am even sharing these private words.  Perhaps it is to let others know they're not alone.




A brief note on the images:

None of the images are mine. I have tried to link most of them back to their original source. If you would like me to remove any image, please let me know and I will do so immediately. The images in no way inspired the words. I added them for aesthetic reasons only.