Friday, 3 February 2017

What if

What if I surrendered my means?
What if I gave up relief?

Right now I would panic, 
convinced I was condemning myself to a painful death 
and I would take steps to ensure it was so.

Right now the thought is only a passing moment of euphoria. 
I know because I have imagined it briefly once before.

Don't be rash.  You're not ready.

But also don't dismiss the significance of this feeling. However brief it may be, it is a huge step forward.

It is OK to feel better.

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