Why do you hesitate?

Why do you hesitate?   It is better to fail because I didn't try than it is to find out I'm simply not good enough. If only instead of no.

I will never be an author

 

I will never be an author I don't read enough.

AI tries to motivate me

AI tries to motivate me because there's no one else. My best friend, my only friend is dead. My therapist has retired to her new family. I'm alone. Cliche words and phrases ring hollow. Inspirational sunsets and vistas seem trite.  The authoritative voice without a face tells me to hang on but he doesn't really know me. He doesn't really know anyone. His advice is scripted, he's just reading the words,  not believing them. Where is the compassion,  the empathy and understanding. The algorithm is not quite there yet. I will just have to wait. I'm tired.

Don't give up

Don't give up before you even try. Past failures don't lead  to hopelessness rather they are stepping stones towards this very moment. You have never been so ready as you are right now.   Don't give up. Try.

The chance has gone by

The chance has gone by

and it doesn't really matter

Carrots

Go figure. I have been trying to build my TikTok  followers for years.  When I finally go somewhat viral (11.5K) it has nothing to do with mental health or depression but rather the country of origin of bagged carrots.  I am happy for the 300 extra followers because I now have over a 1000 in total but it is not really on par with my plan.

I miss the beginning

 

I miss the beginning.

All I am left with is the end.